Alright guys, suddenly have a rush to write a blog about a story I'm ponding and believing it for a year.
This is dedicated to the male and female lead, as this story only tells once, and it will be buried.
Once upon a time, there's this gal, her name is frog face aka froggy. She met some downhill at her previous job and she decided to leave for her dignity and shall not stay there for good.
During the period, froggy was quite alone with a little friend and she do part time as well at a club as banquet waitress. She is very good with her "Shifu" and got together, her bf, blackie is not the main lead cause he disappear in two weeks time.
Nevertheless, Froggy continue perservere to find job, criteria of the job no paper and able to run around. She got enlighten by one of her friend who is working at Le'Meridian to hunt for Front Desk Job.
So she happily hunt for the position, due to her efficiency, she nail down a reception job at the overseas, Sentosa, and met her long long cousin Frog Face 2 aka long froggy. There she starts to have her adventure with her team, Penguine, cleopatra, Vampire, ET, Meatball aka Garfield, Bunny, Princess, Police, Suzzy, Moo and Chou Chou...
Actually, the above is not very important, she never knew that after one year of bumping around, she starts to have chemistry with Meatball. Although Meatball and Froggy don't look alike, but people still find similarities about them.
They like to see Meatball which reminds them of Froggy in pants, they like to see Froggy cause its Meatball in skirts. It thrills the both of them about the idea, and being the childish one, Froggy look upon Meatball as her twins. She starts to see if they are telepathy, encourage him, and trying to do things that are very twin.
They quarrell, irritate each other, imitate each other, tease each other, help each other, cover up each other, thus the chemistry is there.
Sooner or later, things starts to be different. Meatball starts to be really irritating, always angry at Froggy for no reason, this push Froggy to be very close with Vampire. However due to the chemistry and wavelength, they still have the frequency there.
Then, it comes department BBQ and all of the team decided to go clubbing after BBQ. Froggy's a very neutral person who is very very good to everyone, which is not very good. After that night, Meatball starts to be very strange, and to Froggy it seems to be a mood call jealousy. However Meatball denied, and Froggy feel that she think too much.
Soon after a few days, they chat on msn, (computer is very common in fairy tale and so is MSN).
Meatball confess that he likes Froggy, however they have someone in between that he have to face. Meatball says he will and Froggy believe, and there it goes their enchanting journey.
They meet each everyday like they can't be together the next day, sharing everything is what they always enjoying to do, exploring each other interest and standing up for each other. This is their lovable honeymoon.
However, Froggy do have her pain, as Meatball did not come face to face with the in between, Froggy have to tolerate the 4 months of in between and have to lied to in between for 2 times which makes her guilty and wanna give up. However, when she decideds to give up, Meatball face to face with in between and there is no inbetween, Froggy decides to believe Meatball again and she swallow her words in.
Then they starts their life together once again, one thing very blessing is that they hardly quarrell cause they are too alike and know how each other will react. Froggy wont quarrell with Meaty cause he once said that when he thought of her not talking to him, he teared. Still knowing each other too well will starts to think too much, and in the end you might not know each other at all.
Day after Day, froggy becomes more and more in love with Meaty, He sings for her, cook for her, take care of her, think of her, they share their music, their life.
Froggy is very in love with Meaty playing guitar, performing or jamming session, when he is playing, when he is serious and when he is worried about her.
She is very touch that he is very worried that she is being bullied at new workplace, and cause she can feels his worried, she decides to be stronger.
However, when things are seems to settle down, it takes a turn. Once a saying when it happen too fast, it will end fast also.
After meaty come back from his hometown, he is troubled and starts to ignore Froggy. Giving him benefits of the doubt is very important and she do not want to think too much. Froggy starts to be blind and ignorant to the fact very obvious, the end is coming.
Froggy becomes very not her, she is insecure, alone, and she keeps things to herself. She do not wants to bring it up cause she do not wants to upset meaty as well. She becomes very sad that meaty have his own circle of friends and she can really see the piority. Things starts to drift, she starts to have the courage of reasoning and arguing. Meaty of cause will give his argument as well.
Whatever should end should end, they lost the chemistry, they lost the sparks, they lost their frequency and Froggy still naively believe that it is just her thinking too much.
Her birthday arrive, and Meaty did a very sweet thing. He called her at 2350hrs and chat til 1200hrs as he do not want her line to be engage by others. This is the sweetest birthday Froggy ever receive even if it is just 10 minutes.
Sweetest things always don't last, beautiful things always don't last as well.
Three days later, she lost her precious phone, two days after the phone is lost, he left her.
"We will have no ending"
"I always wanted to go meet other girls but I felt guilty cause of you"
"I want my singlehood"
Intially she persist in salvaging, but the words that he says cuts in more and more deep.
She knows that he do not love her anymore, he uses time to stop loving her and finally he left her. Unknowing of the storm, unprepared, she cannot take it. Although she is cool finally, saying their last goodbyes and wishes, she is not stable.
Lost her phone, no one to turn to in the middle of the night, all she remember is his number.
She sat there quietly, drawing her own circle around her, building a boundary around her, started to wear a facade around her.
She is a very sensible girl who do not mix work and her life together, so she have to wear her facade everyday, meeting her friend who care for her to cheer her up everyday. Maybe its because, it cuts too deep, it is not pain.
Hearing things that have hurt her and trigger her imagination, she still naively believe him and find reason for him to make her feel better. Anyway knowing the truth isn't any much better it might be ugly, the reality is this he have left her, and might be for the better.
She isn't what he wanted.
Until when she saw him at his birthday party, when she saw his carefree the reality starts to bang in. She is so fragile but she is not going to collapse. She have to prove that she can make it as well so that he wont feel that she is weak.
Now its been 5 months, Froggy is still doing well, tearing in the blanket time to time. However, she now stand strong, putting everything behind, looking forward to her million of possibilities.
Keeping the good memories with her, and buried the bad ones. She is a brand new person once again and she surely will.
Hmm, what a lame story. Crap you read til the end. Come on, it is just a piece of lousy story I wrote.... But.... it is significant...